Category: Chapter 21

  • I had met the Primordial Mother at long last

    I had met the Primordial Mother at long last

    The first time I met Shri Mataji was in the Cincinnati airport in the fall of 1992.  I had been meditating for eighteen months. During Her visit I was to watch the leader’s two small children so that he and his wife could see to Shri Mataji. We had a nice hotel suite for Her…

  • I experienced heaven on earth

    I experienced heaven on earth

    When I put the children to bed that night at the hotel, I sang them a song I had sung many times before. This time my voice had a very different sound. I enjoyed listening to it as if it was someone else’s voice. ‘Auntie Barbara, you sang that song so nicely, it was very…

  • The man who became normal for a short time

    The man who became normal for a short time

    We were in Cincinnati from the 9th to the 11th of September, 1992. The day of the public programme there was proclaimed ‘Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi Day’ by the Mayor, recognising Her as the most significant spiritual leader of our time. Mother met the Ohio collective at their new ashram and while meeting and talking…

  • Shri Mataji giving self realisation in Cincinnati

    Shri Mataji giving self realisation in Cincinnati

    Shri Mataji held a programme in Cincinnati at the same venue (suggestively called Eden Park) as in 1989 when She had given the first programme in that city. Calin Costian

  • The vibrations felt like at Her house

    The vibrations felt like at Her house

    A couple days later Shri Mataji went to the Cincinnati ashram. All the yogis assembled in the living room and we were introduced, one by one. ‘Oh, Barbara, it is German, right?’ Shri Mataji said when it was my turn. Even though my brain was saying, ‘Well, actually it is from the Latin barbarus, barbara,…

  • Universities are great places to spread Sahaja Yoga

    Universities are great places to spread Sahaja Yoga

    A few days later Shri Mataji visited the Cincinnati ashram during the day, and sat down in the living room surrounded by all of us. We were all introduced to Her by the local leader. When my turn came, Shri Mataji asked me where I was from. I told Her I was from Romania and…

  • So much light

    So much light

    When Shri Mataji left Cincinnati at the airport, She sat on a chair and there were a lot of yogis sitting on the floor around Her, all squeezed in a tight space. Somehow I happened to be right in front. At one point She told a little girl who had a camera that if she…

  • What a smile

    What a smile

    When Shri Mataji left Cincinnati all the yogis assembled at the airport and had a chance to sit with Her for some time. There was a new ashram being built one hour north, in Dayton, and the leader wanted to point out the yogis who were going to live there. I was one of them…

  • The biggest obstacle

    The biggest obstacle

    In Toronto, where Shri Mataji was from 11th to the 12th  of September 1992, the programme was attended by more than six hundred people, and once again Mother stayed on till late into the night receiving each one of them, while the Sahaja Yogis sang bhajans, creating a very joyous and harmonious atmosphere. After the…

  • Shri Hamsa Swamini Puja

    Shri Hamsa Swamini Puja

    The Sahaja Yogis of Vancouver and the surrounding area were granted the honour of hosting Shri Hamsa Swamini Puja during September 1992. Shri Mataji was formally invited to come for a visit and She graciously agreed to speak at a public programme in Vancouver and to grant us the privilege of worshipping Her in puja.…