Category: Chapter 4

  • Sahaja culture and personal details

    Sahaja culture and personal details

    When I was still new to Sahaja Yoga, Shri Mataji always had a way of verifying for me that She was with me all the time. When I would be in Her presence, She would sometimes comment about something that She only could have known if She were inside me. I had been in Sahaja…

  • The kindest of the kind

    The kindest of the kind

    Another time, I was still a new yogi and was beginning to realise more fully the horror of the problems in America. Shri Mataji had come to New York and as we were so few I had gotten the chance to ride with Her in the back seat of Her car. ‘Don’t feel so responsible…

  • Shri Mataji’s divine attention

    Shri Mataji’s divine attention

    Shri Mataji gave us a great deal of support and advice about establishing ashrams. She was accustomed to changing Her place of residence about once a year — usually in order to better accommodate Sir CP’s diplomatic needs. She said the good part about moving often is that it stops our habits from getting too…

  • The divine diplomat

    The divine diplomat

    Shri Mataji especially liked to shop in New York City. We set out from the ashram and it was quite a long drive into town, so first we went to a Chinese restaurant and had lunch and had a huge table. Most of Shri Mataji’s shopping had so much purpose – a training for us,…

  • Art history lessons from Shri Saraswati

    Art history lessons from Shri Saraswati

    In the course of living in New York City, and Shri Mataji visiting there a number of times, we would go out with Her on various shopping experiences. To call it shopping was like calling the ocean a big body of water – it doesn’t quite describe it. In many cases, Shri Mataji was buying…

  • Showing us how to spot beauty

    Showing us how to spot beauty

    Another amazing incident was when Shri Mataji paid a surprise visit to New York. She was staying in a hotel with Sir CP in Manhattan. My job was there, so at lunchtime I came down from my office and got ready to go to Shri Mataji’s hotel. I thought I’d wait outside Her window to…

  • Shri Mataji knew exactly what to do and when to do it

    Shri Mataji knew exactly what to do and when to do it

    Shri Mataji had one of the Sahaja Yogis clean up Her rings, and She was leaving for California. ‘What is this community we are coming to?’ She asked we got on the road. I explained that this was a Hasidim Jewish community and they generally deal in diamonds and/or electronics. As I finished saying the…

  • Look at my watch

    Look at my watch

    One time in Los Angeles, a large group of people assembled to see Shri Mataji off as She departed the city. We were waiting near the departure gate. The person next to me pointed to her watch. ‘Oh look, it’s five minutes until the flight and Shri Mataji’s not here,’ She said. ‘That’s interesting. The…

  • Where there’s a will, there’s a way

    Where there’s a will, there’s a way

    After a puja in California in 1987, a group of yogis were sitting in a living room in Los Angeles, and Shri Mataji was talking and laughing with us. I was holding my daughter Adya, who was under one year old, and had recently been gifted with her new name from Shri Mataji. Adya seemed very…

  • Meeting my guru

    Meeting my guru

    A couple of months after receiving my self realisation, in the summer of 1987, I met Shri Mataji for the first time at the Lakewood house ashram in San Diego. The leader at the time introduced me to Her.‘I know who he is,’ She interrupted him, waving Her hand while She did so.During our brief…